Though teribly tired, I still chose to spend a lil time on recording an incident that had made me disappointed. With what? Well...doesn't matter la~~~ cuz I was extremely disappointed....and with what I was disappointed was indeed immaterial... I am serious in all dealings....for what I say and what I do, well...I mean it, I DO mean it!!!no kidding at all....when being considered as not serious, not showing passion and even joking, I feel fucked up lor~~~ and when I am joking or trying to put up with gags, but some shit may take that seriously and be furious at me.....I feel terribly bad about that..............how could u guys come up to such stupid decision so quicly ga? ai~~~common defect in human nature: too quick to criticize!!!!! OK fine, right!!!! even if u tell me u think that i was serious....that's of no use and if you wanna invite me to be on ur side, sorry, impossible!!!!! i would rather let go of something i treasure in exchange with my true self....self-recognition. I thought u as my dearest friend would know me...but sad enough, no lor!!!!u dunno me...not even a bit!!!!>.< i would put myself onto a stage, yes i mean the physical one: the one where i have acted, directed and managed a number of dramas, with which i feel completely comfortable!!!!!!!!!! | 
